deep 'winter' sleep. zzz...

this month is so full of ponteng mood, so in the end, ponteng until i go bankrupt. so many k to sing n so many foods to eat. this is the month that i visited pyramid n played with college buddies the most. absolutely precious.

yesterday was the last day of our course n i hav to say that being an ausmatian is not easy at all. if it werent those sot sot buddies that i hav to entertain me everyday, i cannot imagine how i gonna go thru it. salute to The Eight!!

now, the one n only thing left is mr wace. although im not ready yet, but i just cant wait to sit for it n blink my eye n then everything is finish!! yay!! really couldnt believe it, i still hav the feeling that i just wrote my 1st day in college post yesterday. time is going soo fast.

i think my blog, is just like any ausmatian's blog, hav to hibernate during wace period. but im very sure its not very long. time is going fast rite? very fast, this blog will bcum active n lively again as i might hav many things to say at the end of november.

finally, all the best to myself n all my beloved buddies!!!

this week there were nice things happened n those not so nice things happened too. im lazy to talk about the not so nice things as it feel not nice at all to talk about. skip to the nice things. the 1st was that i finally had the chance to drive to college!! luckily that day dad was going to monash uni too, so he allowed me not to take the bus n practice driving. it was normal to get honk by people, but i really value those considerate people who had the patience n din honk me eventhough i u-turn until quite slow. 1st time doing u-turn here okie? then oso 1st time driving back home.

next, i cant believe i went for abigail's class twice a day. although the 1st class i just went in n kepoh oni. hehe.... i still wondering whether she notice a stranger or not. then later that day, see her face again. bcuz she let us go 1 hr earlier, so i got kidnapped by shean to taylor's college carnival. i tot of many games, but 99% of the stalls sell food n other things. there's oni 1 game there. that was the thing that people sit above the water n let other people throw balls at the target to make that person fall into the water. shean got alot of frens in that college n bcuz of this, i had bcame her innocent little baby sister. lol...... she gonna kill me liao.

wuahahaa..... who say i cannot intensive? im back to my class!! but dunno y i din feel excited, mayb bcuz it's not the same classmate anymore. anyway, i've turned into stone like, but dun care, as long as intensive. keke....

today cabut to pyramid again. after so many months studying in this college, we oni explore it during lunchtime n it's oni left 1 last month of our course. today's outing special is oni during the photoshoot time n i spoiled my eyes terribly. haha...

after squeezing in yan's car when coming for bio (hope her car tyres din go flat), we took a look at bio internal score. i felt weird n abit disappointed when i see i got oni 73%, i cannot accept this kind of marks for bio as bio is my only hope. then yew yee told me that her mock marks wasnt correct. so i checked mine too. then i know wats wrong with it d. my 2 papers add up should be 146%, but the marks in the paper was oni about 113%. after that, we knew that not oni few of us that went wrong, but everyone's mock marks oso incorrect!! then we found out that miss diana din mutiply our objective marks by 2. she oso got shocked when she realised everything. in the end, the class canceled n she rushed back to staff room to correct it. by the way, wat for we did so many assignments n got full marks n not counted in it. the oni marks that she counted in is the mars n europa, animal adaptations, natural selection presentation n last one i forgot. im not complaining about the amount of assignments she gave, in fact, i enjoyed doing it. the prob is that y she pin pin has to choose those that i din get full marks wan? hmph!! anyway, i dun dislike u cuz u too cute le. furthermore, so far so good as a new lecturer.

dad recorded a show called 'superstars of dance'. a country has to represent its continent to take part in it. there're argentina, india, china, russia, usa, australia, ireland n south africa. each country must have a judge to give marks for other country's performance but except their own. there r 3 categories: solo, duet n group. so the show is seperated into episods, then add up all the marks in the end. after watching 2 episods, i still like irish dance the most, especially the group one. although they oni move their legs, but they r super fast n super neat, n oso their songs r the nicest too. the other one that i like is the tango duet from argentina. that is brilliant. im not bored repeating it. anyone who watch their dance should hav this question in mind: how can their legs not get tied together? well, i think the answer is simple. one word: skilled. the indian dance is sumthing u can see in bollywood. the chinese solo is a gal dancing with those long long sleeves that u can normally see in tv, like those in the palace. too bad she din manage to get high marks. whereas the chinese group is those sami in the temple doing kung fu with music n the judges enjoyed it very much. in conclusion, mat salleh do like martial arts. the others i cant rmb cuz ntg special.

there really is 1 thing in my mind since recently. at 1st i wannted to post about it, but i think it's better to keep it to myself. just some privacy. no one can know me better than my own precious diary, which i cannot live without it. it's not about oral neither i got honked by people. nevermind me. im totally fine.

another interesting day.

wuahahaha...... im a very very bad girl today!! after getting those super ugly results, i dun feel like studying at the moment. actually i kept thinking of the word 'K' in chem lab. after that, i skipped physics 4 the 1s time despite there's still 1 last part teacher gonna teach today. then, me, ziin, ling ling n vivien influence pricislla to skip eald n come with us. hahaha.... so naughty!!

then we went to shean's amp. i dunno y there's so much food kept coming in, but sadly, we din finish them. lol... ling felt so bad to waste her chicken rice cuz she sang non-stop. at last we can see pricislla singing, n vivien sings like a baby. so cute...lol... that ling sings until sooo nice until i prefer to enjoy her singer-voice rather sing with her, especially malay songs. ling ah, u hav a very bright future after ausmat. haha..... half way, ziin off to meet little cute mooncake.

after that, vivien chiao n oni left 3 of us. we had a very hard time making decision wat time to chiao n how to chiao back. the questions 'wat time go?' 'walk back or wait 4 bus?' 'wat time izzit now?' kept coming out from our mouth even while we were singing.

ling: wat time liao?
me: 2.10pm
ling:  so fast? walk back ah? u all know the way?
me: dunno.
pris: small road dunno, big road i know but very far. small road very dangerous.
me: 3 vs 1. can fight gua....
pris: u say leh... later he got knife ah!!
me: hehe.... ei, y the bill haven come de?
ling: click 4 bill d. but dunno come or not.
me: wah, can call from the tv de ah?

after awhile, the bill came n then we were waiting 4 the change to come back.

ling: wat time liao?
me: 2.20pm. late liao lor... miss diana hate us liao.
ling: sei lo... i shouldnt promise her ahh....
me: lol.... ask her to join us la.
ling: ya hor... later she sings bleeding love.
me: (laughed) so how? walk or wait for bus?
pris n ling: dunno... how ah? walk faster rite? bus very slow.

continue singing........

me: y the change wont come back de?
ling: yalo, so slow la  him. aiya we go la, i give him tips.

singing, n singing, n singing.....

ling: very slow la him!
pris: go la.
me: go la.

finally we seh tak to packed our bags n leave. when we reach the amp entrance...

that guy: miss, u dun wan ur change?
ling: no need la, we r in the hurry.

then so ngam the waitress came out from the room behind the counter with the change. so ling just took it n we moved on. prisilla led us to sunway lagoon.

pris: the bus got stop here oso de.
me: how long we hav to wait?
pris: dunno oo....
ling: wats the time liao?
me: 2.40pm
ling: oh noo~~~ ei, shean sms me ask us to buy snacks go up wor.
me: lol....u telling her the whole story?
ling: nola, later oni tell la. aiya.... should call joel come out fetch us ah...
me: lol....when is the bus coming jek?
pris: dunno. want walk?
ling: want wait jiu wait, want walk jiu walk. faster make decision.

at last, we made up our mind. we walked. while walking up the slope, a taxi passed by n hon us, but we ignored. haha... continue our walk.

ling: ei, sambil walk sambil move ur butt lor.... mayb faster n more intensive.
me: ya ah? ei try lo try lo.
pris: (laughed) wei, very tiring wor this slope.
ling: wanna run up? i really feel like running.
me: wahhh.... i pengsan liao u carry me back la.

we finished the slope n look out n up......

pris: ei, very far ahh.....
ling: yalo, really very far wor.... i not going bio la. sry miss diana.
me: yalo. we go back our room n continue singing la.

however, we continued walking......

pris: ei, wanna walk thru here or not? (a small road)
me: walk la walk la. faster la.

walk n walk n walk......

me: oohhh!! i here liao!! that day i followed vivien n she parked her car here.
ling: ei... can see college le!! yay!! walk that way?
me: ya.
ling: actually priscilla no need so fast go back de.
me: ya lo. she still can continue to sing.
pris: (laughed) dunwan dunwan.

me n ling chat about sumthing but i forgot wat we've said. then...

ling: wah, priscilla very slow ah...
me: (laughed).
pris: wat?
me: can see orange le!!
ling: lets run ba. i got running feel.
me: later still wanna climb the stairs to fourth floor? i really cannot liao wor.
ling: aiya, take lift la. intensive liao la. tonite rmb to weigh urself.
me: yalo yalo. dunno got lose liao 5 kg or not leh. hehe...
ling: bu ke neng la!!!

we seperated from priscilla after entering college. In lift......

ling: my face look like just finish exercise or not?
me: nope. my hair got messy?
ling: nope. mine leh?
me: nope. face got red?
ling: nope. white de.
me:

finally, we reached our class safe n sound. miss diana din look at us cuz she's writing on the board. mayb other ppl wondering hav we 2 done. lol.......

shortest ever.

this hard that dunno...

im so dead dead dead.
ahhhh.....

n the break is so 'looongg'

happy & unhappy.

we have got 2 topic tests this week. bio topic test was a rush one. i din take a very long time for every question cuz i scared not enough time. a bit of mess overall. plus, my waist hurt when i was doing that paper. very bad feng shui place. next topic test was a disaster. i really dun like that 2 chapters, especially permutation n combination. watever number u type into the calculator, there's always an answer n u dun whether izzit correct. oh noo.... sure fail lor...

end of unhappy things, now it's the happy one. i think it's not only happy, it should be said that im totally over the moon. after so many months in this course, finally, for the very first time, i passed my physics topic test!! muahahaha...... i got 65%!! ok, i know it's not a very high number, but compare to the marks i got in previous topic test, this is super high n im very satisfied with it. even my dad looked happy, "65 over 100 ah, mmm, ok mah, very big improvement ah. study more n u can improve to 70% next time."  the 2nd sentence got a bit pressure leh. how can i compare that with mock?

it's this an exchange thing or wat?? last time pass applics but fail physics. now the other way round pulak, pass physics but fail applics. die lor. which one will be higher at the end of the year? will it turn out to be a surprise?

i went to see the nose specialist again cuz im suspecting the problem is coming back. as a result, that is wat i expected, my inner lining of my nose swell again. he carried out the same procedure like b4, n he ask me whether i feel got stuck or not. i said abit. he said: "a bit? this looked serious wor." har? serious? he summore said i got sinus problem n a bone inside senget d. there's oso a lot of mucus stuck deep inside n the mucus is not going down nor flowing out of the nose, that's y my nose got blocked n got infection. then he said the best option is operation to correct the bone n remove the mucus.

sad to say, i cannot undergo the operation immediately as there's mock coming soon. plus, there's no more holiday breaks. all i can do is to skip class, but i dun prefer that. he counted the total time needed if im to opearate. first, the operation is oni half an hour. then need to stay in the hospital for 2 days. then cannot go college for 1 week to prevent affected by virus n bacteria from ppl having flu n cough. i left with no options but to do it after wace which is on november. all i can do now is to consume tablets n spray my nose to prevent it from getting worse. at the same time, i hav to endure the shortness of breathe, dizziness n chest cramp due to lack of oxygen in the brain. i hope i can tahan until november.

i really feel terrible cuz dad hav to spend so much money on this. it's around rm6000 for one small operation. how many thousands times i can eat at pink with that amount of money!! im gonna bankcrupt soon. sobx.......